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Hey all.

GRRRRRR.  I can't STAND my step-mother.  My dad always marries these awful women.  Argh. 

She's refusing to come to my baby shower because she's mad at me because I mentioned to my dad that we won't really be using the Christmas present they bought us.  How immature is that?  Oh well, I didn't really want her there anyway, I just feel bad because my best friend who is throwing the shower was kind enough to buy her a corsage to wear as the new step-grandma.  Those things are semi-expensive, and she's paying for everything.  Anyways. 

Enough about her.  I'm afraid I won't be able to stop once I get going on her. 

I think I'm gonna make some cookies.  How pathetic is that, I know I've gained too much weight but I can't stop.  I have this stupid mental thing where it's all or nothing.  I'm either in hard-core restrict mode, or I'm pigging out non-stop.  There's no middle ground with me, why is that?  I've been scared to resrict at all while prego, I'm afraid I'd get back to eating way too little for baby.  Stupid I know, but whatever.

So anyways, cookie time.  I'll just have more to lose post-baby.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!

Hello all.  I've had a LOOOONNNNGGGG day.  I'm trying to get the house in order before baby gets here.  I'm getting rid of every single thing we don't need.  My husband hauled off a truckload of stuff for me yesterday, and I took a carload of clothes and other stuff to charity today.  I still have a lot to do. 

I'm exhausted.  I cleaned, cooked, did laundry, walked the dog, went to the grocey store, and worked on organizing stuff.  I'm ready to start getting the nursury in working order, how exciting!  I'll post pictures when it's ready.  

My first baby shower is next weekend, my best friend is throwing it.  I'm excited, I get lots of baby stuff, yay!  Baby things are so expensive.  My great aunt is also throwing a shower at the end of the month.  I'm excited about that, my great aunts and cousins are coming in from across the country.  They are so awesome, I love them! We have a females only reunion every summer, they're really great.

Well, I'm gonna go, I need to take dinner out of the oven.  Hope all is well with everyone, have a good week and a great new year!

By the way, anyone have Myspace?  This is kinda dumb, but I'm trying to get more friends that my sis-in-law.  Immature I know, but so what.  So anyway, if anyone wants to add me, let me know! 

YAY!  I finally have internet at home again!  Now it's only 2 more months and I can start dieting again. 

SOOOO ready for baby to be here.  Pregnancy has the most awful side effects (besides the getting fat thing).

I've missed you guys.  It's been so long since I could write that I don't even know what to say.  My life is pretty boring right now, I'm not in school or working anymore until after baby is born.  I'm bored out of my mind.  Blah.

SOOO.... baby names.  Here's a list of possibles, opinions anyone?

Lilah Jeanne

Kaitlyn Rose

Kyleigh Nicole

Addyson Nicole

Hallie Jeanne

Lilah Rose

Lilah Elisabeth

Kyleigh Jeanne

Addyson Brooke

Kaitlyn Jeanne

Rowan Elisabeth

Laura Jeanne

hey everyone.  being prego takes freaking forever, it really sucks.  looks like i'm stuck this way until mid february or early march though.  i'm can't wait to be able to diet again, ugh, i feel like such a pig right now.  anyways. hope everyone is well!

Hey guys!  It's been forever since I've been on here...  I can't moniter my intake at all being prego, my doctor kept griping at me to gain weight.  I'm SOOOOOOO ready for the baby to be here so I can start losing again though.  I feel like a whale.  Hope all is well with ya'll.  BTW, I still don't have internet at home, and it sucks.

Hey guys!  Sorry I've been so absent.  School starts Monday, and I'm excited, and I should also be getting a large chunk of change which means *gasp* I might actually get my cable and internet back, yay!  No more baby news yet.  Well, gotta run, love ya'll!

Yay!  I have a doctor's appointment next Wednesday, my first one.  I hope I get an ultrasound.

Hey guys.  I'm a little better today.  No vomiting yet, just a cough, runny nose, and my chest hurts.  At least I don't have to work at the clinic tonight.  I do have a stupid fire safety meeting up there tonight though. 

Oh, and I looked at my classes for school next semester.  I can't wait for it to start, I'm such a nerd, I LOVE school.  I'm taking:

Biochemistry, Veterinary Anatomy and Physiology, Statistics, Nutritional Management of Animals, and a Seminar on Animal Science. 

Well, I'm gonna relax and read a little bit, drink some hot tea, and maybe I'll update ina  little bit.  Love ya'll!  <3

Hey guys.  OMG I feel like crap.  I've had some morning sickness here and there so far, but now I seem to be getting every virus that goes around.  I started getting a sore throat and stuffy head last week, and yesterday I just started feeling like crap.  Fever, chills, achy, sore throat, stuffy nose, coughing, sneezing, sinus pressure, and now since this morning vomiting and diarrhea on top of all else.  Sorry about the grossness.  I feel like I'm going to freaking die.  I don't like being pregnant, I never got sick before.  I wish the baby was just here, and all this other crap was over.

I went to the doctor last night, and he told me I had a bad upper respiratory infection.  I'm supposed to pick up my antibiotics today.  Maybe I'll feel better after that.  That won't making the vomiting, etc. go away though.  So far today I've have to throw up about every hour since I woke up at 5:30. 

I have to be at this stupid temp job until 2pm, and then I'm calling in to my other job. I hate calling in, but I just can't do this.  Plus, if I went to work there, that'd be a 15 hour work day on top of being sick.  7am-2pm at the temp job, and 3pm-10pm at the clinic.  I just don't think I can do that today.

Well, I hope everyone else's day is much much better than mine.  <3