Hey guys.  I got called in to work yesterday, for surgery tech, a job I've never done before.  It was kind of fun.  I learned how to sterilize the surgical instruments, etc.  I have to work today too, but as my normal job, which is kind of like a nurse except for with animals.   I draw up the shots, run the bloodwork, look at samples under the microscope, etc.  It's fun.

Real Housewives of Orange County is on, it's like I can't look away, kind of like a train wreck. 

I need to clean up around here today, but I don't feel like it.  And I need to go get my paycheck, and go to the bank. 

I just want to sleep.

Blah.

Hey guys.  Blah, the holiday weekend killed me.  I won't be going near a scale for awhile.  I'm scared to see the damage. 

I did get to go to my dad's and lay out Saturday, that was nice.  I only burned a little bit.  I want to get a nice tan to go with my new skinny.

Well, I don't have to work at all today!  Yay yay.  I quit the stupid daycare job.  It wasn't worth it.  Kind of miserable actually.  Loved the dogs, hated the rest of it.

Well, my garden is looking awesome.  Kind of nerdy I know, but I LOVE gardening.  I have elephant ears, amyrillis, cannas, calla lillies, gladiolas, and zephyr lillies.  Here are pics in case someone doesn't know what they looked like.

Elephant Ears

Calla Lily

Gladiolas

Amaryllis

Cannas

Hey guys.  I'm watching the "Real Housewives of Orange County."  It's kind of boring, but definately an inspiration to lose more.

I had to go to my husband's best friend's kids birthday yesterday.  She's kind of like our niece, they're really close to us.  Anyways, they kept pushing me to eat, blah blah blah and I finally ate... binged actually, hot dog, cake and hamburger... so yesterday was screwed.  Ick.  But, today is a new day.  And only two more pound to the 120's!

This weekend will be AWESOME!  My best friend and I are going to my daddy's to lay out by his pool.  I love going down there, I liked being spoiled.  We get to ride around in their convertable and swim or play golf and feel all special.  I miss that life.  But I'm glad my dad lets me live my life too.  I want to earn my own money, ya know?  Granted he'll give me money anytime I ask, and he still pays my insurance and paid for my car, but still.  My husband and I both work and we pay our bills.  And someday I'll be a famous vet!  Look for me on Animal Planet.  I'd really like to live in Cali and be vet to the stars.    My two favorite things, animals and Hollywood glam.  I love partying, expensive clothes, the glamorous life.  And I also love animals, working hard for animals, learning about medicine.  I'm kind of a nerd, I love medical stuff.  Anyways.

Speaking of loving expensive clothes, I got the cutest Prada bag yesterday.  Limeish green crocodile skin.  Adorable.  Here's a pic, still in the plastic:

Now to be honest, I only paid $100 for it, so it's probably not real, but it's a damn good impression I think.  And honestly, in my southern city, no one knows the difference anyway.  My stepmother and her crowd will, but none of my age group really will.  They think the purses from the stand at the mall are "nice."

Anyways, love you girls.  I've noticed though, that a lot of you have disappeared and no longer update.  That makes me sad.    I guess I need to make some new friends on here. 

Anyway, Happy Friday!

131 this morning!!!!!

Woo hoo!  I'm soooooooooooo excited!  Two more pounds and I'm in the
120's.  I guess I've found my key to success... having diet food in the
house. 

Okay, so to fill everyone in on the ex boyfriend story...  it's a long
one.

I'm fine, it just creeped me out when he showed up at my house... he ALWAYs
does that everytime we're in a new house, he always knows where it is and it
creeps me out, like he's stalking me.

We started dating when I was a senior in high school.  I had broken up
with my longtime bf and just needed a date for a dance.  He was the
complete opposite of me.  I made straight A's, never got in trouble
(although I have to say that's not because I didn't do anything bad... adults
just couldn't fathom that I would do anything because I was so quiet and
respectful to them and made such good grades... even when my two best friends
and partners in crime were in detention, I wasn't), came from a wealthy family,
and basically was an all around good, preppy kid.  He was from the wrong
side of town, living out on his own at 17 years old, terrible grades, wanted to
drop out in fact, got in trouble all the time.  He was actually a sweet
guy, he just had a shitty life.  But that's another story.

Anyways, we dated thru my senior year in high school and past of freshman year
in college.  Then he started ignoring me, not calling for a few days, to
hang out with his friends.  I got sick of it and let one of my friends
introduce me to someone else (now my husband).  And I broke up with him
and started seeing my husband A LOT, actually staying with him.

Then the calls started from my ex.  8-10 calls a night, some saying he was
standing outside with a knife going to kill my new bf, some just crying,
etc.  He just went ballistic.  He even wrote me a letter in HIS OWN
BLOOD...  it basically said "He'll never love you as much as
me."  Creepy creepy.

This guy always seems to know where I live to, and it scares me.  He
hasn't threatened us or anything in a few years, but still.

Now for why he stopped by.  My sister went to Arizona
with her girlfriend (yes she's gay).  She wanted me to feed her
cats.  Well, her roommate is one of HIS friends.  I guess the friend
sent him here to see if I've been feeding the cats.  So today I'm just
going to get the damn cats and bring them to my place so I don't have to go
over there anymore.  I don't know how my dogs will take that, but oh well.

Hey guys.  Hope all is well.  I'm having a crappy day, I hate rude customer service people.

Edit:
FREAKING OUT FREAKING OUT FREAKING OUT.

Holy shit.

Hey guys.  Scale said 133.6 today.  I was strong yesterday, it helps so much when I have diet food in the house.  Hope everyone is having a good day!

Hey guys.  Man I'm tired. 

Not much news.  I feel so blah.  I need something to get me excited.  Losing weight maybe?  But of course.

Maybe if I go work out today.  I haven't worked out in a long time.  I don't know though. I just feel like sleeping.  I don't know what's wrong with me. 

Maybe I'll take the dogs to the park.  That'd be good exercise and be fun.  Anyways, off to comment.

Hey guys.  Very sorry that I have been such a sucky updater lately.  I still love you. 

Still at freaking 133.  I suck. 

I'm tired, so I'm not going to write much.  My husbands grandpa is in the hospital and we have to go up there soon.  Promis I'll comment later, hoefully tomorrow.

Hey guys.  Arg I'm so burned.  I had so much fun at my dad's though, their house is really looking good, and their pool house is finally done.  Their pool is goreous, it's one of the round curvy ones, and it has a really pretty fountain.  I'm probably going to head up there every other weekend and tan.  Anyways.

Well, I have to get a shower now and get ready for work.  Hope everyone is having a good Monday. 

I've FINALLY started losing again.  Yay!  133 this morning.  I'm hoping for 132 by tomorrow.