Hey guys!  Hopefully I'll have internet again in about a week, yay!  Sorry I haven't been able to comment, I promise I'll be the queen of comments when my internet is back up and running.  But anyways, I have to get to work.  Luv ya'll soooooo much!  <3

Hey girlies!  Don't have much time.  Once again I'm at Tropical Smoothie.  I work like every single day now.  But I need the money so that's cool.  I'm dropping the weight from vaca pretty quickly, so that's awesome.  Only 3 more pounds and I'm back to where I was.  Alright, Luv ya girls and I'll update again as soon as I can.  Muah!

EDIT:

Ok, I have a little more time while they make my smoothie.  I am sooooo irritated at my sis in law!  I don't know how much I told ya'll about her.  She's insane.  When I went through rush, she was pissed at me and went around and told all the sororities that I was a drug addict and had been to rehab.... which they then proceeded to inform the entire university about.  So yeah, she's crazy.  Anyway, she called me today wanting me to go to a club with her tomorrow, and I'm extremely hesitant.  I mean, she's nothing but drama.  Yuck.  There's a whole long story about her and stuff, but I just don't have time right now.  But anyway, when she called me today she told me she'd done off her meds ( she's bi-polar).  WONDERFUL.  The meds were the only thing that allowed me to be around her without strangling her.  She was manageable while on them.  Now I guess it's back to the old her.  Anyways.  Gotta go, luv ya!  <3

Hey guys.  I'm sitting in Tropical Smoothie now, I have about 45 minutes before work.  I got a promotion, a raise, AND I get full time hours now.  Good for me, because I'm broke.  I'm even working extra hours tonight, they asked me to stay until 9pm.  I got to help in my first surgery the other day, fun stuff!  I loves it.

Well guys, I hafta run, luv you all!  Muah!  <3

Hey guys, so far I still have internet.  I'm actually going to work out today, be proud of me! 

I'm kind of excited.  I'm feeling lazy though.  I already took the dogs on a short walk. 

Well guys, I have a lot to do.  I'm off to comment.  <3

Hey guys!  I'm back... sort of.  Bad news... since I AM a poor college student, unfortunately, my internet is going to be shut off for a couple of weeks.  I'll be able to update most days (usually from Tropical Smoothie on my daily lean machine smoothie fix).  However, I won't be on nearly as much. 

So anyways, I missed you guys!  Ya'll are my main support.  I gained like 5 lbs while I was gone, ridiculous.  Hopefully it'll melt right off again though.  I'm working my ass off, hopefully literally.

You know what's pathetic?  I LOVE Paris Hilton's new song, Stars Are Blind.  And I can't stand her, I think she's just a big lazy skank throwing her daddy's money around.  But I must say, I'll probably buy the album the day it comes out.  I feel like such a hypocrite.

Well, I'm off to comment, and I'll update again ASAP.  Luv ya!  Muah!

Alright guys, I just wanted to say ya'll are awesome and I'm going to miss my xanga buddies this week!  I don't know what I'll do without ya'll and my xanga for a whole week.  Probably gain 1236571924651 lbs.  I think I'll be back home next Monday or Tuesday.  In all honesty I'm not sure. 

But anyways, I wanted to leave one last entry before I left.  I have to go finish packing now though.

Muah!  Love ya girlies!  <3

129 today!!!!! I've hit the 120's!!!!

I'm
so excited.  I'm so proud.  I NEVER thought I could lose so much.  I
feel so in control.  It's such a thrill to get up in the morning and
see the numbers get smaller and smaller.  This puts me at 36 pounds
lost so far.  If I get down to 105, I'll have lost 60 lbs... over a third of my body weight.  That's just amazing to me.

I need to start packing today, but I'm feeling rather lazy.  I need to do laundry and clean too.  Blah. 

I
know what I need to do... give the puppys baths.  They're starting to
stink.  Ooooh, I don't remember if I told ya'll, but we have a new
doctor working at the clinic, and he's HOTT.  AND, the head doctor
asked me last night to be on call with him next month and from then
on!!!  That means in the middle of the night if we have an emergeny I
have to get my ass out of bed and get up there to assist the doc.  He's
a really sweet guy too.  I'm married of course, and so is he, I'm not
proposing anything innapropriate or anything, he's just fun to look
at.  Makes things more fun at work.  Our other docs are all in there
40's and 50's.  BORING.  This one's like 26 or something.  All the
other girls at work were dressed up yesterday (his first day), it was
hilarious.  Everyone was prancing around showing off.  Funny stuff. 

MMMMMMM.  I need ot get off the couch.

OH,
some of you who have been reading awhile may remember me getting really
upset, my feelings hurt actually, by a guy who grew up with my husband
(and who I actually dated shortly).  He didn't want to be associated
with me, most likely because I'm no longer a 110 lb. 18 year old
freshman?  WELL... he messaged me today on facebook.com.  Asked for our
phone number then we talked back and forth 8 or 9 times, how have you
been, what' new, etc. etc.  ASSHOLE.  Won't he be surprised next time
he sees my 129 lb. self.  Hopefully I'll be even smaller by then.  And
this time I'll blow HIM off.  Hi dude, sorry, gotta run, can't be seen
with an old ass 30-year old loser who's still in college like you. 
Have ya'll seen Dazed and Confused?  Well he's kind of like that guy on
there that says "I love high school girls, I keep getting older and
they just stay the saaame age."  That's him to a T. 

Oh and
can someone explain to me how, after losing 36 lbs, I still look as fat
and disgusting as I did when I started?  What the heck.  I have the
most disgusting legs, and my arms are fat, and I have the grossest
looking stomach.  I'm repulsive.  Yuck.  I have GOT to lose at least 15
more lbs before I see him.

Hola babes.  Wow, I'm sleepy today.  I've been cleaning my house, itl ooks better now.  Laundry and gardening next.  I even mopped and changed sheets.  Anyways.

My gladiolas are about to bloom!  I love them they're so pretty, I just wish they lasted a little longer.

Well guys, I have to work tonight, then tomorrow I start packing!  I'm going to Georgia for a week for a family reunion.  Not just any reunion though, it's an all female reunion.  You have to be 21 to go, because it's wild and crazy.  It's my grandma and her sisters and all of their daughters and granddaughters... blood relatives only.  It's kind of like the Ya-ya sisterhood thing... they're CRAZY.  I was inducted last year, we were at the beach.  We went skinny dipping, me and my crazy 60 year old aunts.  CRAZY!

Anyways, so I'll be gone for a week.  I just hope I don't gain too much, my aunts cook a lot, meals are a huge deal, and if I don't eat my grandma will get all crazy worried... so i have to at least appear to eat normally to avoid suspision.  At least I have my stomach problems to rely on, I can always say I don't feel well.

Well guys, I have a lot of errands to run, I'll update later.  <3

Hey guys.  I'm on lunch break, so I don't have much time.  If I don't comment ya today, I will tomorrow.  <3

Hey guys!!!

130 this morning!!!!!  YAY!

It was exactly 130.0, which means I'm only 0.1 lbs away from the 120's.  I'm so excited.

Anyways, wow, lots of drama last night.  I went club hopping with my girlfriends last night, we hit three different clubs.  Wow, lots of fun and lots of drama.  My best friend dates several cops, and one of them just bought a beautiful '69 red Mustang.  He took us riding around in it, oh my GOD I felt sexy.  All dressed up sexified, riding around with a hot cop going 90 mph, and even if we got pulled over, oh well, he's a cop.  Anyways.

THEN, my best friend got in a fight.  More an in your face tell you off thing, it was hilarious.  SOOOOO funny. 

I had a good time.

130!!!!