Hey all.

GRRRRRR.  I can't STAND my step-mother.  My dad always marries these awful women.  Argh. 

She's refusing to come to my baby shower because she's mad at me because I mentioned to my dad that we won't really be using the Christmas present they bought us.  How immature is that?  Oh well, I didn't really want her there anyway, I just feel bad because my best friend who is throwing the shower was kind enough to buy her a corsage to wear as the new step-grandma.  Those things are semi-expensive, and she's paying for everything.  Anyways. 

Enough about her.  I'm afraid I won't be able to stop once I get going on her. 

I think I'm gonna make some cookies.  How pathetic is that, I know I've gained too much weight but I can't stop.  I have this stupid mental thing where it's all or nothing.  I'm either in hard-core restrict mode, or I'm pigging out non-stop.  There's no middle ground with me, why is that?  I've been scared to resrict at all while prego, I'm afraid I'd get back to eating way too little for baby.  Stupid I know, but whatever.

So anyways, cookie time.  I'll just have more to lose post-baby.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!

Hello all.  I've had a LOOOONNNNGGGG day.  I'm trying to get the house in order before baby gets here.  I'm getting rid of every single thing we don't need.  My husband hauled off a truckload of stuff for me yesterday, and I took a carload of clothes and other stuff to charity today.  I still have a lot to do. 

I'm exhausted.  I cleaned, cooked, did laundry, walked the dog, went to the grocey store, and worked on organizing stuff.  I'm ready to start getting the nursury in working order, how exciting!  I'll post pictures when it's ready.  

My first baby shower is next weekend, my best friend is throwing it.  I'm excited, I get lots of baby stuff, yay!  Baby things are so expensive.  My great aunt is also throwing a shower at the end of the month.  I'm excited about that, my great aunts and cousins are coming in from across the country.  They are so awesome, I love them! We have a females only reunion every summer, they're really great.

Well, I'm gonna go, I need to take dinner out of the oven.  Hope all is well with everyone, have a good week and a great new year!

By the way, anyone have Myspace?  This is kinda dumb, but I'm trying to get more friends that my sis-in-law.  Immature I know, but so what.  So anyway, if anyone wants to add me, let me know!