Hey guys!!!

130 this morning!!!!!  YAY!

It was exactly 130.0, which means I'm only 0.1 lbs away from the 120's.  I'm so excited.

Anyways, wow, lots of drama last night.  I went club hopping with my girlfriends last night, we hit three different clubs.  Wow, lots of fun and lots of drama.  My best friend dates several cops, and one of them just bought a beautiful '69 red Mustang.  He took us riding around in it, oh my GOD I felt sexy.  All dressed up sexified, riding around with a hot cop going 90 mph, and even if we got pulled over, oh well, he's a cop.  Anyways.

THEN, my best friend got in a fight.  More an in your face tell you off thing, it was hilarious.  SOOOOO funny. 

I had a good time.

130!!!!

Hello dearies.  Ok, we've narrowed it down to bikini choices A and B.  Now let me know which you like between those!  Thank ya! 

A.  Sexy black suit.

B.  Cutesy Rainbow Suit.

Thanks girlies!  My plan is to buy a small, that way I absolutely have to lose the weight to wear my cute new suit!  Besides, neither suit wouldn look good on me while I'm still fat.  I don't want to gross everyone out.  I'll hang it in my bathroom so I see it every morning.

I have to work today, and tomorrow all day (7a-7p) and all day Sunday too.  Yuck yuck yuck.  BUT... I'm going on vaca next week.  Yay!  I'm going to Atlanta, Georgia to my cousins house.  She's a lawyer there or something.  I dunno.  Anyways, it's basically a family reunion, with a twist.  All women.  It's called FARR, Female Adult Relation Reunion.  You have to be either 21 or married to go, a blood relative, and, obviously, female.  It's wild crazy fun.  They're kind of like the ya-ya sisterhood, or a wild sorority or something.  I was inducted last year.  Last year it was at the beach in North Carolina, where my grandma lives.  Damn, that was fun.  I LOVE LOVE LOVE the ocean.  I want to live there.  Now if only I hadn't been fat.  Man, the pictures of me in a suit are gross.  Anyways, I leave either Tuesday or Wednesday of next week.

So I hope everyone is having an awesome day!  Mwah.

BTW, what the heck happened to Paris.  LOL!  She looks huge!

A.  The sexy black one.

B.  The cutesy rainbow one.

C. The white one that would make my tan pop.

D.  Girl next door paisly suit.

Hey guys!  My first day off in a long time.  Woot.

Don't have much going on, I'm hoping to just relax
today.  I'd also like to buy some more bulbs for my
garden, maybe some more amaryllis.  I don't know. 
Something. 

Anyways, hope all is well with everyone!  <3

EDIT:

ShOpPiNg SpReE!!!!!!  Yay. 

VICTORIA'S SECRET
2 lip glosses, toasted almond and cake
cute cute cute PINK baseball tee

BATH AND BODY WORKS
2 lip glosses, creme brulet and lemon meringue
very good smelling sea salt body wash

MAURICES
2 tube tops, gray and pink and a bronze color
1 cream top
1 pair bronze colored sunglasses
cute dangly mother of pearl earrings
long beaded cream and brown necklace

Hey guys.  I got called in to work yesterday, for surgery tech, a job I've never done before.  It was kind of fun.  I learned how to sterilize the surgical instruments, etc.  I have to work today too, but as my normal job, which is kind of like a nurse except for with animals.   I draw up the shots, run the bloodwork, look at samples under the microscope, etc.  It's fun.

Real Housewives of Orange County is on, it's like I can't look away, kind of like a train wreck. 

I need to clean up around here today, but I don't feel like it.  And I need to go get my paycheck, and go to the bank. 

I just want to sleep.

Blah.

Hey guys.  Blah, the holiday weekend killed me.  I won't be going near a scale for awhile.  I'm scared to see the damage. 

I did get to go to my dad's and lay out Saturday, that was nice.  I only burned a little bit.  I want to get a nice tan to go with my new skinny.

Well, I don't have to work at all today!  Yay yay.  I quit the stupid daycare job.  It wasn't worth it.  Kind of miserable actually.  Loved the dogs, hated the rest of it.

Well, my garden is looking awesome.  Kind of nerdy I know, but I LOVE gardening.  I have elephant ears, amyrillis, cannas, calla lillies, gladiolas, and zephyr lillies.  Here are pics in case someone doesn't know what they looked like.

Elephant Ears

Calla Lily

Gladiolas

Amaryllis

Cannas

Hey guys.  I'm watching the "Real Housewives of Orange County."  It's kind of boring, but definately an inspiration to lose more.

I had to go to my husband's best friend's kids birthday yesterday.  She's kind of like our niece, they're really close to us.  Anyways, they kept pushing me to eat, blah blah blah and I finally ate... binged actually, hot dog, cake and hamburger... so yesterday was screwed.  Ick.  But, today is a new day.  And only two more pound to the 120's!

This weekend will be AWESOME!  My best friend and I are going to my daddy's to lay out by his pool.  I love going down there, I liked being spoiled.  We get to ride around in their convertable and swim or play golf and feel all special.  I miss that life.  But I'm glad my dad lets me live my life too.  I want to earn my own money, ya know?  Granted he'll give me money anytime I ask, and he still pays my insurance and paid for my car, but still.  My husband and I both work and we pay our bills.  And someday I'll be a famous vet!  Look for me on Animal Planet.  I'd really like to live in Cali and be vet to the stars.    My two favorite things, animals and Hollywood glam.  I love partying, expensive clothes, the glamorous life.  And I also love animals, working hard for animals, learning about medicine.  I'm kind of a nerd, I love medical stuff.  Anyways.

Speaking of loving expensive clothes, I got the cutest Prada bag yesterday.  Limeish green crocodile skin.  Adorable.  Here's a pic, still in the plastic:

Now to be honest, I only paid $100 for it, so it's probably not real, but it's a damn good impression I think.  And honestly, in my southern city, no one knows the difference anyway.  My stepmother and her crowd will, but none of my age group really will.  They think the purses from the stand at the mall are "nice."

Anyways, love you girls.  I've noticed though, that a lot of you have disappeared and no longer update.  That makes me sad.    I guess I need to make some new friends on here. 

Anyway, Happy Friday!

131 this morning!!!!!

Woo hoo!  I'm soooooooooooo excited!  Two more pounds and I'm in the
120's.  I guess I've found my key to success... having diet food in the
house. 

Okay, so to fill everyone in on the ex boyfriend story...  it's a long
one.

I'm fine, it just creeped me out when he showed up at my house... he ALWAYs
does that everytime we're in a new house, he always knows where it is and it
creeps me out, like he's stalking me.

We started dating when I was a senior in high school.  I had broken up
with my longtime bf and just needed a date for a dance.  He was the
complete opposite of me.  I made straight A's, never got in trouble
(although I have to say that's not because I didn't do anything bad... adults
just couldn't fathom that I would do anything because I was so quiet and
respectful to them and made such good grades... even when my two best friends
and partners in crime were in detention, I wasn't), came from a wealthy family,
and basically was an all around good, preppy kid.  He was from the wrong
side of town, living out on his own at 17 years old, terrible grades, wanted to
drop out in fact, got in trouble all the time.  He was actually a sweet
guy, he just had a shitty life.  But that's another story.

Anyways, we dated thru my senior year in high school and past of freshman year
in college.  Then he started ignoring me, not calling for a few days, to
hang out with his friends.  I got sick of it and let one of my friends
introduce me to someone else (now my husband).  And I broke up with him
and started seeing my husband A LOT, actually staying with him.

Then the calls started from my ex.  8-10 calls a night, some saying he was
standing outside with a knife going to kill my new bf, some just crying,
etc.  He just went ballistic.  He even wrote me a letter in HIS OWN
BLOOD...  it basically said "He'll never love you as much as
me."  Creepy creepy.

This guy always seems to know where I live to, and it scares me.  He
hasn't threatened us or anything in a few years, but still.

Now for why he stopped by.  My sister went to Arizona
with her girlfriend (yes she's gay).  She wanted me to feed her
cats.  Well, her roommate is one of HIS friends.  I guess the friend
sent him here to see if I've been feeding the cats.  So today I'm just
going to get the damn cats and bring them to my place so I don't have to go
over there anymore.  I don't know how my dogs will take that, but oh well.

Hey guys.  Hope all is well.  I'm having a crappy day, I hate rude customer service people.

Edit:
FREAKING OUT FREAKING OUT FREAKING OUT.

Holy shit.

Hey guys.  Scale said 133.6 today.  I was strong yesterday, it helps so much when I have diet food in the house.  Hope everyone is having a good day!

Hey guys.  Man I'm tired. 

Not much news.  I feel so blah.  I need something to get me excited.  Losing weight maybe?  But of course.

Maybe if I go work out today.  I haven't worked out in a long time.  I don't know though. I just feel like sleeping.  I don't know what's wrong with me. 

Maybe I'll take the dogs to the park.  That'd be good exercise and be fun.  Anyways, off to comment.