129 today!!!!! I've hit the 120's!!!!
I'm
so excited. I'm so proud. I NEVER thought I could lose so much. I
feel so in control. It's such a thrill to get up in the morning and
see the numbers get smaller and smaller. This puts me at 36 pounds
lost so far. If I get down to 105, I'll have lost 60 lbs... over a third of my body weight. That's just amazing to me.
I need to start packing today, but I'm feeling rather lazy. I need to do laundry and clean too. Blah.
I
know what I need to do... give the puppys baths. They're starting to
stink. Ooooh, I don't remember if I told ya'll, but we have a new
doctor working at the clinic, and he's HOTT. AND, the head doctor
asked me last night to be on call with him next month and from then
on!!! That means in the middle of the night if we have an emergeny I
have to get my ass out of bed and get up there to assist the doc. He's
a really sweet guy too. I'm married of course, and so is he, I'm not
proposing anything innapropriate or anything, he's just fun to look
at. Makes things more fun at work. Our other docs are all in there
40's and 50's. BORING. This one's like 26 or something. All the
other girls at work were dressed up yesterday (his first day), it was
hilarious. Everyone was prancing around showing off. Funny stuff.
MMMMMMM. I need ot get off the couch.
OH,
some of you who have been reading awhile may remember me getting really
upset, my feelings hurt actually, by a guy who grew up with my husband
(and who I actually dated shortly). He didn't want to be associated
with me, most likely because I'm no longer a 110 lb. 18 year old
freshman? WELL... he messaged me today on facebook.com. Asked for our
phone number then we talked back and forth 8 or 9 times, how have you
been, what' new, etc. etc. ASSHOLE. Won't he be surprised next time
he sees my 129 lb. self. Hopefully I'll be even smaller by then. And
this time I'll blow HIM off. Hi dude, sorry, gotta run, can't be seen
with an old ass 30-year old loser who's still in college like you.
Have ya'll seen Dazed and Confused? Well he's kind of like that guy on
there that says "I love high school girls, I keep getting older and
they just stay the saaame age." That's him to a T.
Oh and
can someone explain to me how, after losing 36 lbs, I still look as fat
and disgusting as I did when I started? What the heck. I have the
most disgusting legs, and my arms are fat, and I have the grossest
looking stomach. I'm repulsive. Yuck. I have GOT to lose at least 15
more lbs before I see him.
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